My situation is that I am in my late forties, a lifelong lesbian, and recently ended the relationship with my partner of nearly fifteen years.
We are doing well, my former partner and I, in our strategies for dealing with people inquiring and such, but I find that I am exhausted more often than not and just want a fresh start.
I am starting to realize that the ending of this relationship actually feels a bit like needing to start over, not just about my partner but life on the whole…
I need your help. I am so attracted to my best friend of 20 years. I think she is a goddess I tell her all the time. She is smart, witty, educated and has an ass like JLo. We have “been” together once.
But I want it again.
I can’t stop thinking about it. She is so sexy. I have been with another woman besides her but she by far was the best – it’s more than just the “sex.”