First Inklings I Was A Lesbian…
Despite knowing—on some level at a very young age that I was a lesbian, it took a silly amount of time for the pink penny to finally, consciously drop.
Into my university years I was writing entry after entry in my diary about how beautiful my latest girl-crush’s eyes were … yet expressing in the very next paragraphs my bewilderment as to why I never felt excited when a boy touched me.
So, how could I know I was gay when I didn’t know?
Confessions Of A Teenage Stalker…
The idea that remained with me is that my teacher, ‘Miss Williams’ and I were lovers in our past lives, that I had had a sudden death and so had carried the intensity of our love, grief from the rift, and recognition of my lover, into my current life. Miss Williams, on the other hand, had lived for a long time after my death, she had overcome the love, her grief had subsided, and she no longer recognised me in this life.
As a disclaimer, I should like to emphasise that the passing of the years has in every way corrected the behaviour I am about to describe. And yet, I confess, I was once this person…
Reasons Not To Keep A Diary
What was to become a life-long obsession with diary-writing began like this …
Thursday 9th October 1986
“Not in an unpleasant way.”
I felt compelled to jot down the above snippet of homophobia made by one of my teachers when I was seventeen.
I made the note in my school homework diary, using Greek letters (I had studied Greek at ‘O’ level). The teacher had made a remark about another teacher which was ambiguous and could have meant that the second teacher was gay…
Lesbians: How To Go Out With Boys
TIPS FOR LESBIANS ON HOW TO GO OUT WITH BOYS I have always been a lesbian. I have never had…
I Avoided Sex…
I didn’t know I was avoiding having sex for the first ten years or so of my adult life.
I just knew I wasn’t getting any, and I didn’t understand why…
10 Ways NOT To Come Out
I came out, kicking and screaming, in the 1980s and early 1990s … in some pretty poor ways.
Here are my top ten favourite ways well worth avoiding…
Am I Gay?
How many women have spent their whole life not realising that they’re gay?How many women realised when they were five?How do you know?
